Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Im beginning to have doubts...
I guess that she doesnt even care...
She can just insult me over something as small as a card game...
And its not the first time la...
I have been putting up with it...
But people have limits dont they...
Showed her I was unhappy and hurt...
But no, no reaction at all...
I dun expect an apology la cos I know thats how she is when she gambles...
But wth Im human aint I...
Whats more we have been friends for like 4 years?
And seeing her treat other ppl nicer than how she treats me in front of others does make me feel quite insignificant...
You can say Im jealous... Whatever la I dun really care...
But what confuses me is the way she treats me when its just the 2 of us...
I can tell you that its totally different from the way she treats me in front of others...
Its just when theres only the 2 of us that I feel that she treats me as someone who she knows for 4 years...
I really dun understand...
Actually such remarks from other ppl wouldnt have any effect on me...
I would simply brush it off...
What hurts the most is that it came from someone I like...
Even though Im not sure if she knows...
But even as a friend, such remarks sure hurts...
And I assure you the feeling inside is something that you wont want to feel...
It hurts, real bad...
``Scribble-ed